I'm out of High school; I have mixed feelings about that, relieved yet terrified. I'm starting college after summer. I don't really know if I'll be able to handle it, I'll see soon enough I guess. The sad part of not knowing if I can handle college is I only have two classes. Yeah, I'm worried about two classes. I've been in special education since my second year of seventh grade, there is no SpecEd program in college, so I'm going from six years of help, support, and direction to nadda. I'm getting nervous and scared just thinking about it. I'm smart, but I have emotional/behavioral/mental problems that make this hard. I have a crippling fea